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New Layout !!

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[[ 5;;57 a.m. ]] you like the new Banner ?? Featuruing Bacardi ;o] i`m proud of it .. now i just need a whole new layout .. it won`t change much cuihz i dun`t feel riight with any other colors but Greean or Gray .. i kinda feel Brown tho .. maybe i shud ?? `bout time .. i did a new one too .. haven`t had much time cuhz when i`m on the comp .. i hafta finish a whole line of other layouts .. some people it`d be my pleasure to do it .. but the people who are introed to me by other people on line i dun`t even fuccen` KNOW .. thass kinda BULLSHiT .. but anyhow .. when i`m on the comp i`m maken` layouts or banners for other people ..

anyhow ..

yesterday i woke up at like .. 1 er 2 .. shower and crap .. Cheryl came over with Anne Marie and Angie .. o yea .. and Angie`s lil` doggie .. a few after that .. Christine and Fran came over .. thass about it ..

today .. NOTHiNG .. talked on the fone with Julie .. hmm .. thass it ..

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[[ 12;;23 a.m. ]] where to start ?? too much .. mk first .. Sunday Chu Nhgi left bacc to florida .. i luv the weather over there .. i went there with Christine Ta a couple years bacc .. very nice .. i went to Christine`s Ta`s house .. stayed there fer 4 days .. day that night .. got there at like 9 at night so not much .. just a great big hug for long - time - no - see .. Monday .. Primo came over .. Tuesday .. Julie came over .. we went to boba and bought drinks shorts and half sleaved shirts for all of us .. Wednesday .. went to the Docters with Christine .. went to boba agen in our new shit .. and got discounts ;o] haha .. then went home and here i am .. tommarrow i`m goen` shoppen` with people .. i think ..

eeee !! i`m goen` to Paris, France with Christine [[ Ta ]] and maybe Julie Mai .. it`s just gonna be me `en my favorite laydeez .. i love them ;o] but dun`t worry i love you too .. i`m not goen` for a few months .. we ALL gotta get our Pass Ports re - done and have all these things arranged since we`re still under age and flying with no adult .. we get a choufer [[ can`t spell ]] !! ;o] and our own hotel room ;o] !!

when i`m at home now .. it`s just horrible .. soo fuccen` worked .. on top of that .. school it starting soon .. i dun`t have time to sleep .. or even go out with frends .. and .. i miss my dear frend and pal Vicky .. i do hope she`s having fun tho ..

Thanks for being there Frances and Jenny when i needa let go .. ;o]

Dos ..

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Worked

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[[ 12;;25 a.m. ]] long time no blog i know .. just been worked lately .. i ain`t feeling too healthy at the moment .. my knee`s are bruised .. my head hurts .. no sleep .. me and my family have been haveing a couple of hard weeks .. and soon to come 49 days .. than 1oo .. i have to go Vegitarian for 49 days .. ;o/ hard for me ..

When i got home form the Funeral Praying thing .. i called Michelle and she wanted me to go to Jason` party and i really wnated to go .. but my Daddy sed no .. they came to picc me up anyway cuhz they didn`t know my DAD sed no till they started off .. [[ Jason <3 John and a guy driving ]] i met them on the top of Montango .. thanx guys fer cummen .. sorry i you came fer nothing tho ..

Last few dayz ;; been down at Grandpa`s or at home sleeping right away .. slept over there at Granpa`s .. i slept with Tommy and yenno what ??!! he kiccs .. hard .. and he kept rolling on me .. and half of Pricilla was on me too .. uhg .. cudn`t sleep !! haha .. Co Chi took me to Boba .. i`m a BUSTERRR xoP i got red boba shorts ;oX sorry guys .. hah .. then i went to Tea Shop the next day .. i LiKE iT there soooo much it`s not even funny .. i cud taste the carmel in the frapp .. and the boba was soo soft .. YUM ;o] ..

Dos ..

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pain

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[[ 3;;52 p.m. ]] `` the pain comes from the fact that i cudn`t see past your lies ``

like a fool i still love you .. i`ve been waiting for u .. wondering why u cud never love me .. asking myself what i`ve done wrong .. what she has that i`m missing .. like a fool i still love u .. i let u hurt me .. i can`t ferget u .. i can`t stop dreaming about u .. like a fool i still love u .. my friends think i`m crazy .. they say `` he don`t deserve you `` .. but what do they know .. like a fool i still love you .. with all my heart ..

got up today and went to grandpa`s .. about to go to UTC .. and we need another DVD player so i think we gonna go to best buy too .. SOO SORRY NGHi .. i cudn`t make it ..

Dos ..

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gone

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[[ 1o;;o4 p.m. ]] got up .. cleaned the whole freaken` house .. showered .. went to the store .. came home .. cooked .. cooked .. cooked .. then thot i had a rest .. then we get a call .. they say we can see Ong Tam [[ Grandpa \ Great Uncle who raised my DAD since he was 13 after my REAL grandpa died ]] today .. ;o[ .. my first viewing .. for those of you who just dunno what the hecc that is .. it`s when you go look at the dead body .. pretty damn sad .. Chu Leu Chu Tune and Chu Soun cried so bad .. and my DAD too .. some of the toughest men i`ve ever known broke down before my eyes .. i came to tears but cudn`t bring myself to look .. i screamed when i came in .. i thot about walking out but i had to show my respect .. we all prayed .. they wudn`t let Pricilla go in but they let me .. i felt i had something to prove .. he loved me like his own .. we talked about how he would come back in another form .. how my REAL grandpa came back as a 8 foot lond Python in his bed 3 days after .. the python was becuhz he was a hero when a huge 8 foot long snake came to the neighborhood and no one ever saw a snake of that type .. so no one wud touch it becuhz it cud`ve been poisonouse .. so he killed it by himself and through it away .. how my mom who was considered the the strongest in the mind saw Chu Loun 3 days after .. i remember that .. she passed out and we took her to the hospital .. tomorrow wud be the 3rd day .. like JESUS rose on the third day .. we guessed that Co Theui wud be the one he wud speak through .. a family member is suposed to possess the soul .. we talked about how he did so much for this family .. Co Theui sed that loseing the father is like cutting off the head of a snake .. we talked about the old days .. they told stories about how he wud whoop them `till they jumped off the boat when they were little .. i `member when i used to like apple juice and he ran out so he gave me beer and i threw up .. ;o] i love him .. how he used to sneak me lots of money when i didn`t even know what to do with it .. on Tet [[ Vietnamese \ Chinese New Year ]] i`d find 5o`s in my Red Envelope .. ;o] .. we stayed there for a while and i came home at around 4 ;; 3o..

Dos ..

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[[ done after todays ]] went to the Mortuary .. very very scarry .. picced out a burrial place for the whole Tran Family .. then went to Grandpa`s .. stayed there `till 9;; 3o .. DADDY took me home .. these past weeks have been a bitch .. these next few will be too ;o[

Dos ..

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Life`s too short

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Thots ;; HAVE FUN ViCKY !! i MiSS YOU ALREADY GiiRL !!
Beats ;; Marques Houston _ That Giirl Remix

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R .i. P Xot Tran
EVERYONE WiLL MiSS YOU ;o[

My Grandapa passed .. sucks watching everyone crying .. he wasn`t exactly my Grandpa .. he just pretty much raised my DAD since he was 13 .. after his dad which is my real Grandpa died same problem .. he brought my DAD to America .. along with his 9 children .. he loved my DAD like his own and what he asked for was my DAD when he was still alive ..

we went to the Burrial plot .. we picked the one that faced the ocean becuhz that was his long dream .. now i`m sitting and typeing in the house where he lived and past ..

i`d like to thank him for Everything .. he basically gave me life .. he helped my DAD .. he loved my DAD .. he loved our FAMiLY .. he was a great husband .. father .. uncle .. just a great human being .. whom `till the day he passed .. helped whoever he could in everyway posable .. THANK YOU ..

i Remember this poem Mitchellie gave me .. seem appropriate .. thanks giirl

When i`ve come to the end of the road
and the sun has set me free ..
i want no rights in a gloom filled room
why cry for a soul set free ..

Miss me a little but not to long
and not with your head bowed low ..
remember the love that we once shared ..
miss me but let me go

for this journey that we all must take
and each must go alone
it`s all apart of the masters plan
a step on the road to home

when you are lonely and sick at heart
go to the hills we know
bury your sorrow among the trees
Miss me but let me go

yer in heaven now .. looken` out for your children .. they hope that you`ve left happy and that your waiting for us .. we love you .. we won`t forget you ..

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Fun ;o]

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Thots ;; HAVE FUN ViCKY !! i MiSS YOU ALREADY GiiRL !!
Beats ;; Marques Houston _ That Giirl Remix

[[ 12;;26 ]] last nite was great !! well .. first i walked to Sandburg and Ricky picked me up and took me to Michelle`s house where i found a note on the door that sed `` let yourself in and go upstairs .. i`ll be there soon `` .. i guess soon to her is half an hour .. xoP haha .. it was kool tho .. when she finally got outta the shower .. we waiter for her brother and hung out .. then her bro took us to the movies but we stopped by at seafood city on the way .. when we got there a butt load of people were there .. i saw some frends i haven`t seen in FOREVER .. we just chilled .. went to get some shit .. had a starbucks .. watched Bad Boys II but walked out cuhz i already watched and and them people wanted to have fun OUTSiDE too .. someone was looken` HELLA GOOD ;o] not gonna say hoo tho .. i got home at around 1o ;; 3o .. Vicky left .. i hope you have fun giirl .. ;o]

if you care .. i picked Mira Mesa .. if i go to MC i`ll land on shit i really don`t have the time to handle it right now ..

catch ya` later ..

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Just another day

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Beats ;; Mandy Moor _ Cry
thots ;; why .......

[[ 2 ;; 29 ]] It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed.

i thot it was a very sweet song

any wayz .. i have no clue how i`m getten` to the Movies .. i think Fran .. or Michelle .. but ehh i unno .. wells .. see ya` .. gonna go get ready .. g`bye ..

[[ 11;;49 ]] yesterday was just boring .. i pretty much stayed home .. my DAD is very sick .. he walked thru the door and fell asleep rite there on the floor .. i cooked him soup .. and made that Vietnamese medicine for him .. he`s staying home today .. he let my mom take over the shop .. then he fell asleep after he drank he did the medicine thing .. i`ll never understand it .. all i know is you hafta reach adult hood b4 doing this .. you sit under a blanky with just your underwear with a big hot steamy pot full of this special tree bark and medicine for about 2o minutes and take really deep breaths .. my DAD came out all read and then he fell asleep right there on the granite floor which is very very cold .. he asked me to cut melons but didn`t eat them .. he sed when you have your youngest child cut melons then it will make your sickness go away .. just like if you ask a pregnant lady with her first born child to help a hurt leg .. it will heal instantly .. i saw it right infront of my face .. it was amazing .. my aun`t touched my grandpa`s leg after he tripped and he felt better in 1 minute .. yea .. any hoo .. i had to cut more melons this morning .. i`m not that great at it .. but anywayz .. he actually ate some this time .. today i`m goen` to the movies .. it`s Vicky`s last day .. she`s coming back but in 2 weeks i think .. i`m feeling kinda insecure of leaveing my older but less responsible brother here to help my DAD if he need`s it ..
anywayz .. i`ll be back to tell you about my night ..

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ehh

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[[ later ]] i just got home .. went to East Side and to La Mesa to pick up Tracy .. then stayed at Grandpa`s for a while ..

tomarrow i`m goen` to Challenger to paint a Mural for community service hours .. [[ ; later ]]

well .. i`ve decided to keep it .. i like it dun`t you ??

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Frances ;; yenno i`m here for you 27/7 .. call me at 4 in the morning and i`ll be there ;o] but dun`t let any kinda dick bring you down .. you`re better than that and you deserve way better than that ..

today i got up .. did my thing and off to the DMV so Matt cud get his lisence .. he git it then we went to drop him off at community service .. then we went to Bed Bath and Beyond .. got a paper towel holder and went home .. i`ve been up dateing and up dateing for hours .. trying to make this less of a drag .. i like simpla yes .. but this is more like BORiNG .. like the new banner ?? just finished it now ..

later tonight i`m goen` down to east side .. people came down from Texas .. home sweet home is missed during this time .. * siiiigh * .. g`bye

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Hiii !!

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ok well .. new server .. i was just testing it out .. i kinda like it .. kute ehh ?? looks a lot like Xanga but a lil` more simple .. but if i do this .. i hafta start over and look for the codes and layout shit .. kinda hard to set up all over agen .. i even used them old Xanga pics and Banner .. prolli gonna make something new today .. so come back !! ..

yesterday Christine`s mom stopped by cuhz they are goen` to Cancun with Julie`s family for 9 days [[ my DAD didn`t wanna go .. and he sed he don`t want me goen` either by myself cuhz he thinks i`kll get in the way .. ;o[ ]] and they can`t eat American or Mexican food there .. my DAD made them some Nčm Chűa .. it`s a vietnamese kinda food .. HAVE FUN GUYS !! .. then at nite .. i went to the hospital .. didn`t get home `till 1 ` ish .. but it was ok ..

today .. hmm .. i dunno ..

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