[[ 1o;;o4 p.m. ]] got up .. cleaned the whole freaken` house .. showered .. went to the store .. came home .. cooked .. cooked .. cooked .. then thot i had a rest .. then we get a call .. they say we can see Ong Tam [[ Grandpa \ Great Uncle who raised my DAD since he was 13 after my REAL grandpa died ]] today .. ;o[ .. my first viewing .. for those of you who just dunno what the hecc that is .. it`s when you go look at the dead body .. pretty damn sad .. Chu Leu Chu Tune and Chu Soun cried so bad .. and my DAD too .. some of the toughest men i`ve ever known broke down before my eyes .. i came to tears but cudn`t bring myself to look .. i screamed when i came in .. i thot about walking out but i had to show my respect .. we all prayed .. they wudn`t let Pricilla go in but they let me .. i felt i had something to prove .. he loved me like his own .. we talked about how he would come back in another form .. how my REAL grandpa came back as a 8 foot lond Python in his bed 3 days after .. the python was becuhz he was a hero when a huge 8 foot long snake came to the neighborhood and no one ever saw a snake of that type .. so no one wud touch it becuhz it cud`ve been poisonouse .. so he killed it by himself and through it away .. how my mom who was considered the the strongest in the mind saw Chu Loun 3 days after .. i remember that .. she passed out and we took her to the hospital .. tomorrow wud be the 3rd day .. like JESUS rose on the third day .. we guessed that Co Theui wud be the one he wud speak through .. a family member is suposed to possess the soul .. we talked about how he did so much for this family .. Co Theui sed that loseing the father is like cutting off the head of a snake .. we talked about the old days .. they told stories about how he wud whoop them `till they jumped off the boat when they were little .. i `member when i used to like apple juice and he ran out so he gave me beer and i threw up .. ;o] i love him .. how he used to sneak me lots of money when i didn`t even know what to do with it .. on Tet [[ Vietnamese \ Chinese New Year ]] i`d find 5o`s in my Red Envelope .. ;o] .. we stayed there for a while and i came home at around 4 ;; 3o..

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